Musings

“For we know in part and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect has come, then that which is in part will be done away.” 1 Corinthians 13:9-10

If I had been with God at creation, I would be surprised at nothing.

If I could see the actual brightness of His glory, I would never live with a dark attitude.

If I knew the very fullness of His love, I would not settle for lesser idols.

If I knew the depths of His riches, I would not seek earthly things.

If I could see His perfect beauty, I would always look for Him.

If I could comprehend His absolute wisdom, I would not look to the world for answers.

If I could experience His explosive power, I would never doubt that my problems will work out after all.

If I really see His gentleness towards those He loves, I would not fear His displeasure.

If I experience His full mercy, I would never be afraid of eternal punishment.

If I could understand His treasure hidden in me, I would be willing to be used by Him.

If I was truly thankful for what He has done, I would not ask for more things, different things.

If I could fully grasp all it means that He lives inside me, I’d live a life of unending joy.

If my mind was fully stayed on Him, would I live in perfect peace?

If I really, truly loved Him with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength, who knows what kind of person I would be?

If I was completely satisfied by all that He is for me in Christ, who knows what He could do through me?

If I opened myself up to Him completely, trusting Him implicitly, who knows what would happen?

Father, only You know if these things are true. Forgive our lack of insight, our presumptuousness, the way we assume how things would be “if only.” You have revealed Yourself exactly as much as You know is best for us, as much as we can discover in this life, and as much as we can comprehend and receive with human limitations. We long to know You more. Breathe on us again, and revive us. Open our eyes to what we are missing. In the precious name of Your Son, Jesus, we pray. Amen.