Mary, Part 4
“And pray for us, too, that God may open a door for our message, so that we may proclaim the mystery of Christ. Pray that I may proclaim it clearly, as I should.” Colossians 4:3-5
I came home from my walk today feeling really sad and quite surprised. You see, I’ve gotten to know Mary quite well by now and have grown quite fond of her, which is the surprising part. I never thought I’d see the day when I could say that I was fond of a homeless person.
I bring her groceries on a regular basis now, and have gotten to know a little bit about her. This is the day of the week that I normally bring her some groceries, but I could tell today as I approached her that she was very agitated. She was hollering at some unseen tormentor, but as we drew closer I could see that she was really trying to control herself. She didn’t want to meet my eyes, said she wasn’t doing well, and asked if we could do the food exchange on another day.
I just felt so sad for her because she had seemed to be doing so much better since we struck up an acquaintance. I know that God can heal her one hundred percent completely, and that’s what I’m praying for her. I’m praying for salvation for her as well, and I’m not sure which one will need to come first. I’ve spoken to her about God, and even offered her a Bible, which she politely refused. I’ve actually asked her if I could take her to lunch sometime, so that we can get to know each other a little better and—surprise, surprise—she said she would like that!
I would really appreciate your prayers for Mary, for healing and salvation. And for me, that I would be sensitive to the Lord’s leading in this situation.
Dear Lord, I don’t even know how to pray for Mary. I feel inadequate for this assignment, but your Holy Spirit knows and is even now praying for her (and me) with groanings that I don’t understand. Thank you! To You be the glory!